Something Witty

Is when you see your best friend so upset and know that you can’t do a single thing to make it better. He’s the strongest person I have ever met and it absolutely kills me to see him suffer. All I want to do is be able to hug it all away and make everything better. Then, on top of it all, I feel like another one of the most important people in my world is drifting further and further away from me; like he really just doesn’t care about me. I don’t want to be the “ex-best friend” again. I’ve spent too much time recently feeling dejected and unwanted and it hurts so much to get that feeling from someone you thought would always be there for you… It just seems like everything is falling apart at a time when there should be so much hope and excitement for the future. I just want things to be good again, and I’d give anything to go back to the way things were…

Don’t you hate it when you expect something productive to finally happen-you expect to make progress-for once and then all that happens is….nothing. Its driving me insane. I’ve been waiting just for closure for like 2 months. I’m just upset and frustrated and don’t know what to do anymore. I need it to stop. Blah.